i'm justin. i'm a hopeless romantic. i'm sweet, caring, very affectionate, romantic, and loving. i just want to find someone who will love me as much as i love them. i just want to fall asleep in someone else's arms. i want to be someone's prince charming, their one and only. i'm a musician as well as an indie rock kid to the core. i play guitar, bass, drums, synths, bells, some piano, and i sing. i'll pick up any instrument i can find cheap and in good condition and learn how to play it. i'm always looking to expand my current sound palate. my next three planned instrument acquisitions are a mandolin, which i should be getting for free, a hammered dulcimer, and a banjo. i play in a band called scripted failures. we have a myspace which you can look at here. we also have a official page, which is under construction, and a music blog, both of which can be found here. i'm still trying to fully extract any remnants of christianity from my life. it tried to destroy me, and would have, if i hadn't of gotten out when i did. i'd like to thank it for some of my current anxiety and depression problems. that said, i'm open to anything right now. at the moment, i keep oscillating between agnosticism and atheism, although i'm open to damn near anything. basically, i like to call myself a freethinker, meaning i, myself, decide what i believe and don't let some organization decide it for me. so, i'm back in school at UAH finishing my cs degree, which currently is trying to finish me as well. we'll see who wins i guess. right now, i'm just lonely and wishing i could find that special someone to love. not necessarily my future wife, but just someone i could have a mature complete satisfying relationship with on all levels. i'm tired of my empty depressing bed. i'd be the best boyfriend ever if someone would just let me. right now, i'm also just wishing i could translate the beautiful music in my head onto tape. i keep working at it, maybe i'll succeed.