Dear Readers, Hello and good day to all. If you are looking at this page you already know me and if not this may give you a little insight about me. I am in my thirties and a leo to the "T". I have led quite an interesting life and although I may not have gotten to do everything that I have wanted to do, in the long run I have been blessed. I have had some rough patches in my life and have made my share of very poor choices. Some of my poor choices have cost me more than some could ever realize. I have made decisions that I wish I could take back. I have done things that I regret. I have lost things that I wish I had back. Over the years and through some tough lessons I have been trying to figure out who exactly Brian is....and after trial and error I try to mold myself into the person who I would like to be. Dependable is the word that I try and focus on these days. Those of you who know me will hopefully agree..No matter how bad I screw it up, no matter my surroundings, time of day, ect...if I say I am going to do something, my word is my bond. I will try my hardest to be there for those who were there for me and to just be there for those who need it. I hate this one with a passion but I am an emotional person. I feel a lot more these days and some days it's almost too much. I have a lot of issues in my head and though I may be having a rough day...you will rarely see it. I like for people that are around me to feel happy, I like to make people smile. This world is a rough place to live in and each day it seems to get a little worse. As a member of the human race we have to share this planet with millions of people fighting for the same thing..materialistic items that have price tags. What happened to love??? I look at this world and see lots of neat things that I would love to have. There are places to go. There are so many things I can't even count...but the one thing that we dont see much of anymore is butterflies..the ones you get inside when you meet someone new...or neighbors greeting you when you move into a new place...holding hands and watching tv together. When was the last time you walked in a park, sat around a campfire or made a snowman with a friend? We are all too busy these days to make an extra dollar we are forgetting what's important. Life. We are become robots and losing free will to enjoy the one thing that goes way to fast. Hello people we do have an expiration date and for some it could be sooner than later! Divorce these days is like a mandatory requirement for marriage. What happened to "for better or worse"? Kids have no dicipline. What happened to getting your butt smacked if you got out of line. Why can't we turn our kids loose and not have to worry about them coming home safe? I get kinda heated about things and the above are just a few...sit back and look at your life. Enjoy it. I have lived my life by doing the things that I wanted to do. I have learned from my mistakes, I have been overwhelmed by excitement, I have felt what it means to love, I have seen many beautiful places on this earth, I have seen the good that this earth has to offer. It is a good thing to think about tomorrow and plan ahead. Just do me a favor and try and remember one thing....plan for tomorrow because you may need to be ready....but go ahead and live today because tomorrow may never come. ESPN College Football Scoreboard