Life is good !!! not great but good will do for now :) These last six months have been really good for me, I have learned alot about myself and people around me. I have learned that Angels can be forgiven and just because you love a Jelly Bean, doesn't mean it is good for you. I have learned that I make the person who I am not the people around me, not a so called God above me, not the parents who made me. But me!! I am the one who decides who and what I am. And knowing this has made such a diffence in my life. Happiness is back to stay. Now don't think I don't have bad days because I do but the good days out number the bad by far. I have learned that I can be happy by my self and I don't need someone to share my life with. BUT!! That does not mean that I would not like to find someone to share my life with. And for those who think I am with someone, I am not.I turned 45 years old this May, but I don't feel any diffrent then when I was 21 and that is ok,If you act(Key word "act") a certain way because your a certain age, then STOP!!Don't act just be you and don't let anyone tell you, you have to be a certain way because of your age..Or for any other reason. Ok no more preaching :)I have also learned that I won't put up with anymore BS from people. Life is give and take and so are friendships, if someone takes and does not give back to a friendship then giving on my part will stop. I want to add this to anybody who reads this, I may disagree with you and I may think your ideas are a bunch of BS and wonder how in the world you could think something as you may do, but let this be clear I will always respect your right to believe and voice your veiws no matter what it is. So my friends, Remember to live, love and and try to give compassion to all those you meet.